Webster dictionary defines sleep deprivation as, "A form of psychological torture inflicted by depriving the victim of sleep."  
There are times in the middle of the night when I truly feel this way.  I feel like I'm slowly going insane.  I can't tell you how many times I've said to Vivi that it's a good thing she's cute. :)  Vivi is going to be 8 weeks old on Wednesday and sleeping through the night seems so far away right now.  I can't even imagine it.  I've read every single book, cover to cover, that you can imagine.  Here are a few:
Baby Wise
The Baby Whisperer
Baby 411
The Happiest Baby on the Block
Moms on Call Guide to Baby Care
What I really want to do is throw all of those books in the fire and at least I'll get some warmth from the fire so they won't be a complete waste.  We had about 8 days in a row when Vivi slept in 4-5 hour blocks and I thought we were over the hump.  I felt like a new woman.  Then this whole entire past week we're up every 2-3 hours again.  She's also eating like crazy, which makes me think she's probably going through a growth spurt.  But really, I have no idea what is going on.  We like to call it at our house, "The Guessing Game".
So, on that note, I need to get off the computer because it's now time to feed Vivi and hopefully put her to sleep for the night!  She's going to sleep 6 hours tonight, I can just feel it!  (That's what I tell myself every night and one day there will be truth to this!)
 

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